…until I just can’t keep it up anymore… and finally end up turning my heart inside out, the bad part on the outside and the good part on the inside, and keep trying to find a way to become what I’d like to be and what I could be if only there were no other people in the world.

Closing lines of The Diary of Anne Frank

I love how the ending is unintentionally perfect.

Mouths to Feed

I decided to return to tumblr — mostly because I’m searching for a feeble attempt to avoid doing homework.

My historical investigation is a piece of shit and I am prolonging the inevitable shittiness as long as humanly possible.

There is an inexplicable white bar running across the screen. I’m assuming it’s just my computer and not a glitch in tumblr coding. 

Nothing interesting to say.

But did I ever have anything interesting to say to begin with? Eh. You don’t have anything interesting to say either so I guess we’re even. I’ll work on this.

Friendly Ghost

It’s seems weird to me when people say “they’re too white, they need to tan.” Would you go up to a particularly dark-skinned person and say they’re too dark they need to bleach? I don’t think you would. =/

-Ally Pally

Music When the Lights Go Out

So we deparated the DFW at 8:00 AM. I bought a bottle of water and an issue of SPIN before we left. No one tells you how loud it gets on a plane. I could hardly hear my mom when she talked to me. This was my first time flying since I was six and we went to Washington D.C. and the only thing I remember from that flight is going through a cloud, and finding that very exhilerating. Connecticut is very green. Apparently you can turn left on red, and the highways look very differently. The roads are very winding, the houses are cute, and everyone seems to disregard speed limits. Speaking of which, the high way speed limit is 55. Weird, right?

So Dad went to work this morning. He works for Sikorsky, so he travels up to Connecticut to the main plant to… do engineering things. So while he was at work, me and mom went to mall. Got a pretzel. Bored, I suggested we drive to New Haven to see Yale University. Ok, she says. So we go. Let me tell you, New Haven is a bit of an ugly town. It has it quirky, unique areas, and other parts look quite dingy. We must have driven around New Haven for forty-five minutes looking for Yale. And I think we saw every inch of New Haven except Yale. Haha. So Mom said we’d go back some other time with Dad.

We tried to find our way back to the hotel and ended up lost for another two hours. But we finally found our way back. It has been both a pointless and worthwhile day. Now we’re just waiting for Dad to get off work. The excitement of our vacation should begin Thursday because that’s when we spend time in New York, also on Friday, and part of Saturday. We’re going to take the train into NY, get off at Grand Central Station, and stay at the Marriott nearby. I plan to visit the independant record store Other Music while we’re there. It’s in East Village. We’re going to see the Statue of Liberty and take a tour of Pratt too. Then on Sunday we’re going to Rhode Island to do some shopping and take a tour of those fancy mansions that Dad likes so much. And then we’re coming back on Monday.

I’ll upload the photos when I get back.

Until then, Au’revoir.

-Ally Pally

come-sail-away:

tree-anbee:

hello-mydarling:

mandilion:

sporkula:

k-tupbanksthepig:

neverpicksides:

someonesmissing:

aerophanesorceress:

aweaponofmassdestruction:

oh-potter-you-rotter:

reblogwithif


sdjfhsiudh AGHHHHH







you know what we’re gonna do, twix! except this time, maybe with twix ice cream <3

I feel all tingly inside now. :))))))) EEEEEEEEKKKKK!!!!

 Fuck Twilight. Geez.

come-sail-away:

tree-anbee:

hello-mydarling:

mandilion:

sporkula:

k-tupbanksthepig:

neverpicksides:

someonesmissing:

aerophanesorceress:

aweaponofmassdestruction:

oh-potter-you-rotter:

reblogwithif

sdjfhsiudh AGHHHHH

you know what we’re gonna do, twix! except this time, maybe with twix ice cream <3

I feel all tingly inside now. :))))))) EEEEEEEEKKKKK!!!!

 Fuck Twilight. Geez.

Cigarettes in the Theatre

I love these things. :)

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Allison Smith
Birth Date: October 2nd
Current Location: Bedroom 
Hair Color: Brown although some delusional children say it is red… so maybe brown with auburn tints?
Righty/Lefty: Lefty is the way to be 


LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Failure, the unknown, and SPIDERS! =/
Your dream of the perfect date: A tour of New York’s bohemic underground going to an indie band’s show, while violently slam-dancing, go to an art show, go for waffles around three AM, at four AM listen to some slow music while talking about things we know nothing about, break into the zoo, and then get stranded in the middle of no where so at least we have a long walk home.
 

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: ugh
Your best physical feature: Hair? Maybe?

Your bed time: 8 PM haha
Your most missed memory: Nightmare of You’s live show at The Door
 

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK. 
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald’s
Single or Group Dates: Both
Adidas or Nike: My obscure chucks that look totally old-school
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla 
Cappuccino or Coffee: Frappuccino


LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No
Cuss: Yes, depending

Take showers: at night
Have a crush: Eh. Not really.
Like school: hate it.
Believe in yourself: Please, ha.
Believe what goes around comes around: I would like to think so.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Not really
Think you’re a health freak: Not even close. I once had four slices of left-over pizza, three slices of cake, two cokes, and Jack n’ the box Tacos in one day and nothing else.


LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH. 
Gone to the mall: Today actually

Been on stage: No, I don’t think so 
Eaten sushi: Sick
Been hurt: Not really 
Dyed your hair: Nope


LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER. 
Played a stripping game: =/
Kissed the same sex: ;)
Gotten beaten up: They got beaten up.


LAYER 8: GETTING OLD. 
Age you’re hoping to be married by: 25-ish
Number of kids you’re planning on having: None


LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Dark brown, I think is nice, or green, or blue. (: Which is basically all there is. 
Hair color: Brown

Short or long hair: In-between
Looks or personality: Anyone who says they don’t pay attention to looks is a hypocrite. It’s always a contributing factor. But a myriad of both.
Fun or serious: Serious is kind of sexy but fun is more enjoyable


LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Eating dinner.
1 HOUR AGO: Kicking Haley and Taylor out. ;).
1 WEEK AGO: Like I remember.
1 YEAR AGO: Dreading summer schools, anticipating Nightmare of You, and buying Haley’s birthday gifts.


LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE. 
I FEEL: underqualified
I HATE: people with questionable hygiene 
I HIDE: drugs. all the time. no. not really.
I NEED: to get a life.
I LOVE: my friends

hm, that wasn’t that exciting.

-Ally Pally

IB Loser

Wow I always miss out on those IB junior photos. I always leave before they take them. XD Oh well, I don’t really consider myself an IB person anyway. Although at the same time, I kinda do.

-Ally Pally

Why invite their calumny and consternation?

Hunchback of Notre Dame really does teach kids big words.

Licentiousness? Consternation? Calumny? That’s why my vocab is so damn big - she says so eloquently.

-Ally Pally